So here I am, thinking deeply about what's going to happen next. It's quite obvious that I'm still searching for my well-being. Closure is a rarity in life, really. One day you're driving to a grocery store and in a split-second everything stops and your heart pounds hard in search of an answer that will probably won't come by. One good way to explain this; it's like the world stabs you in the heart.
No, this is not a cry for help. This is an attempt to reach out and grab everything what's yours. But, in reality it's a big mountain to climb. It doesn't matter how far you walk (or run) to and fro, you get very little from bits and pieces of everything and everyone.
I wanna go bungee jumping. :/